Saturday, September 10, 2005
Hi peeps. exams are over, holi are in place...freedom is enforced, burden is removed...quantity is abundunt,quality is compromised...firends are aplenty, soulmates are nowhere...time is of essence, space is disregarded...happiness are shortlived, troubles are eternal...solutions are temporary, neva to be understood.
*LOOK above*
Haiz..i dun understand myslelf sometimes.haha. People crave for a goal, a goal to work towards to. but what happens when that goal is not wat u'v always wanted and u've just spent ur whole life chasing after that one meaningless target of yours.Issit worth the time or even more frankly U ? Its high time life is seen as a tranmission, not the end.
Anyway, class chalet coming.. excited, first time since sec 1 am i excited over a "Class" chalet. However, its not going as well as i thought it would. Fewer people then i expected are going 14-16/22 with half prolly not stayng overnight or just staying for one night. while some just couldn't care less..AND its troubling to tae note that some are just not willing to make this chalet work. with many problems arising..perhaps its time for a change..for a resolution that i've yet to find =X anyway it will be fun with that minority grp who WANTS to make this chalet work for us =) *ALL IS NOT LOST*
Exams are as usual stressful but not the end for me..quite frankly, exams serve no motivation for me to study. the only thing driving me is my desire not to lose..i ahte losing esp. when its something i know i SHUD and will WIN. yar ppl who noe me will know..haha, so heres the targets and assumptions.(just like O's whr i got most on the spot) i noe my limits and my capabilities so here goes. TOtal : 3 As 1 B 1 C (most probable) Total: 4As 1 Bs (wat i aimed) quite a diff...but life's like that..i gain free time, i lose grades. a tradeoff i will neva fail to make given the choice :D
Anyway: Ai Yu Cheng by Leo Ku is a really good song.. tho i dun understand the tune alone is enuff to make me reflect many stuffs as such things routinely never fails to strike me. and after finding out the translation, i'm convinced it's one of the best canto song i've heard . Wa jie by Jay is another one..the tune alone..(isnt it a wonder why jay is such a composing genius) is enuff..but the lyrics are pure poetry in translation (ok abit exaggerting..i've seen better lyrics but stil..)and that distinctive voice..make this a song not to be missed.
Time for a break and a indept look to reaffirm the purpose of my life. until now i still dunno wat drives me..hmm maybe i'll neva find out ..until then i'll still place somethings above others..haha :P
"And the superficialness of the mask starts to wear thin but fails to fade"
Takkare guys ! :D
ribosomesz Was unforgiven at 10:49 AM