02 april 2005..just a few days short of a year ago where NCO batch 22nd year 2003 passed out...although it wasnt the best POP ever...the meaning it carried and the memories it created will indeed be one of a milestone in my life.....
fast forward to that day it felt kind of funny watching another squad pased out after u as the feeling u get is different
VERY different....last time as i sat down as a cadet i had no idea why ppl will cry now i know why...and its real simple...now as an EX-nco back to watch....u kind of know how the passing out squad is thinking as u've been through it b4...its a bittersweet experience...."FREE" can be very subjective....but oh well emotions were high and speeches were inspiring at best....long winded at worst..but thats besides the point..performances were short but entertaining....albeit a lil too lame...hahaz ;) after that.....went play pool abit while the now EX-ncos went seoul garden with a few of the "invited" wanted to join but decided otherwise...thus its off to good old KFC...*YUMYUM*
After that is pool....i must admiti used to ahte pool alot....cause i have this impression that its for those ah bengs to play one...hahaz....lame but true...but after playing once or twice i have come to realisethat thats mnot really the case...TRUE...all"ah bengs" shud noe how to play but not all who play must be "ah bengs" ;) get it ? also its still is considered a waste of money to me....but if the session is enjoyable and u can spend some quality time playing and haveing a bit of competition woith your old buddies....why not ? and the mistakes we make are hilarious to say the least...and ! its a skill requiring game with intense concentration needed....without those...u're not playing pool...u're playing aimlessly...and theres no fun...but once again...take the game too seriously and it loses the original meaning of me playing it in the first place.....
Once again...work is becoming a burden on me lately....its unbelievable how some people can be so outright unreasonable and still think they're right...well ...what to do...their "rank" bigger mahz .. if that @#$#$#@$ ever read this.....i dun understand english ? my eng got A2 for goodness sake's....DUNNID to tell me ur grade....cause it ain't gonna be good...dun let me laugh due to overwhelming laughter...thanks.i look forward to the day when u eat your own words....sounds familiar...? yar...MISS PATSY NEO...from temasek i still remember.....unreasonable but always right...i guess its this kind of ppl i dislike most..... miss neo ...i have her ate her own words already...since i didn't failed my C.humans...who said one can't get A without doing homework ? i have proven that logic wrong. period.
OMG i sound like a resentful person there....i am i guess....but theres just some sides u all will never know ofme....it's not being hypocritical... its just unless the time is comfortable enuff for me..i will let you know it...provided you are willing yar ? until now i can say not one have even come close...maybe a few but time is short. :( maybe one day i'll find that someone whereever he/she is.
This is becoming a very long post yar ? but what to do...its 2.00am and tomoro got work..if i don't write....god knows how long my next hiatus will be....wishes for the month....
NEW bike : $200
MP3 player :$199
NEW bag : $50
waistpouch :$49
thats five hundred rightt here....any excess will be put to good use
i promised...especially with the NKF show coming....please call yar ? and visit this webbie www.care2.com. PLEASE...our environment needs u...those patients need you. jus a few clicks and a call can do much.....seen butterfly effect ? A small butterfly fluttering its wings in singapore can cause a tornado to occur in america...unbelievable.? no. u can be that butterfly but wat u'll bring about wun be the destructive forces of a tornado or hurricane but the suppression of destruction and suffering in this world......still reading....well theres more :D
i realised as i grow..i have changed alot....i start to appreciate manythings...many that i may never even have bothered to waste a single brain cell on....questions continue to corner me....everyday...as i search frantically for the answer that never come about...dunno what i'm talking about ? wait. one day u'll find yourself in my position...
anyway....tong hua by guang liang is quite a meaningful song......although its a bit lame the lyrics do make sense....many of us always dream of fairytales settings for ourselves but issit really possible >its all really up to your own self to make that happen....guang liang seems to think that's possible.."Ni yao xiang xin....xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li" meaning u must believe....believe that we can be just like in the fairytales.......ok maybe he's just singing it for the sake of singing it....but still it still let us think isnt it ? anyway the melody is nice...relaxing and his voice is jus one of a kind....totally unique and soothing...leaning towards ballads these days...desperate for love ? maybe ? NO la......just find it nice cannot ah ?
MY eyes is still giving me peoblem......haiz.....prayers are heard and prayers are answered....wat imean ? no link. i guess the answer for me is a NO. i'm not a christian btw..but still religion is soemthing where u can take all the beneficial core values of the different religion and take it.learn it.uphold it. and make it your own rules for your own life ! remember..its still your own life after all ;)BUT most importantly...whatever you believe in. pleaseshow respect for other religions....Christians should not try so hard in trying to convert to others.....we can decline politely at first but soon....it gets on ur nerves yar ?taoists and Bhuddists should be more considerate when burning joss sticks and paper....its still pollutive(is there such a word) ...and also.....show care for the environamnt by not burning our grass thankew :D i'm not trying to offend every single religion here...just giving a few examples as to how religion can be exercised IMO. BTW i have no religion ;) but i tend to lean towards the logic of KARMA...which yu reap what you sow...and the theory of retribution....its quite logical if u think of it ? (NOTE: the above is my opinion and mine along....any insulting comments if u think there is any leave a tag and i'll remove it...) just wanna write more yar ? trying break word limit on blogger....(is there even one?)
Anyway i think i'll give up for now...tired :0 gotta sleep or i'll be late and get scolded by that unreasonable #$#@%% again.....i hate vulgarities but some people just have this natural ability to make me wanna say it in their face...
till next time ;)
PEACE.............and lots of joy !!! :D come visit me if got time !
ribosomesz Was unforgiven at 10:59 AM